You know what's weird? I think if I could do it all over again, with the knowledge that I have now, I would join a sorority.

An honest to god sorority, like alpha gamma delta. (I don't consider dr. phil a real sorority lollll *is bricked by a million asian girls wearing too much makeup*) Not even shitting you.

I don't even think I would have minded the inevitable white washing that would have occurred.

How strange, right? But oh well, we just move forwards as always.

sent, bitch!

Antico's pizza: yum. 

I have orange nails!!

halloween plans: skipping the overrated clubbing and baking cookies and drinking spiked hot chocolate at emily's. because she has way too many reese's and i need to fix that problem.

In other news, preproposal's done! I think with the amount of people in our group, it may actually be possible for some people to go through it this entire year and not do anything at all. Wonder, that. But I really like some of the people in my group. I think they're pretty awesome. 

RESIGRTRATION

all of our reasoning ends in surrender to feeling. 

...

what kind of bullshit justification is that? 

one word answer

You may be beautiful and talented and highly intelligent. Possibly even necessary. But if you don't show up, then of what use are you? 

In retrospect

All the awkwardness and politics of interning at cat was worth it for the price of meeting a truly competent leader, in all senses of the word. 

I know all our internships and the experience they come with are not nearly so important as they seem, or as we make them seem. But even I realize how rare it is to meet someone you're able to throw your support behind, unquestioningly. 

I hope one day I can inspire that kind of dedication in just one person. 

If you could be my punk rock princess

I would be your garage band king

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I fucking swear, cat, if you go on a 12 dollar pull back again as I buy you today, I'm gonna choke a bitch. Then I'm gonna find one of your tractors and paint it green. 

Quite possibly I am a very angry individual. 

I'm just glad I never went into finance.