poo tee weet?

remnants. i like that word.
i've been thinking about how much they're worth, but mostly, more essentially, more truthfully,
i've been thinking about how much our remnants are worth.

you know, your friends that i won't talk to again. your sunglasses that i might be giving back to you because it's buried deep in a box that is itself buried in my closet. at least you'd wear them again. the notes i left you that you probably threw away. so it goes. but you can't be faulted for that; i keep everything. i don't have an answer, presently.

in other news. even though we're just acquaintances, i think kosine is one of the coolest boys i've ever met. :)

wave to the camera

oh my god tomorrow is the last time i'll see ben before he goes back to new zealand I'M GONNA CRY GOD DAMMIT

i'm far too sentimental for my own good.

and i hate goodbyes.

linear programming sux

this is the fifth fucking time i'm reteaching myself the simplex algorithm. I GIVE, YOU BASTARDS. i'll fucking commit it to memory. watch it be the last time i'll ever use it. jesus christ. i can literally pull four separate composition books off my shelf and find examples of it.

this is disgusting.

x factor

e.lefkovitz: hmph i know all the secrets

 me: yeah

  maybe we should like form a club or osmething

  with capes

 e.lefkovitz: yes capes i want those

 me: i can draw a cucco on the treehouse

  no girls allowed

 e.lefkovitz: oh man

  yes yes

2:21 PM me: oh wait

 e.lefkovitz: no girls or chickens

 me: we're at tech

 e.lefkovitz: haha

  that sign is actually on the edge of campus

 me: haha

  there's one in klaus that says ESPECIALLY no girls allowed

2:22 PM e.lefkovitz: man sometimes when i wanna play video games i feel like that's the only place i can go

  i lived in a house featuring 30 other dudes

  and you know what i saw like every freaking day

  ONE OR MORE GIRLS

  GIRL(S)

 me: what really

 e.lefkovitz: yes friggin a man where da video games at

 me: ....

  i think i sense the problem here

2:23 PM e.lefkovitz: is it um

  the girls?

 me: hahaha

  

hold on john

it's not easy. in fact, it's so, so difficult.

to fall and stay in love.

so when you see people around you together, even people you don't like or people you don't think deserve it (selfish, no?)

let them go in peace.

wish them well, and be patient.

everyone is just trying to be happy.



but, i'm getting off facebook

And this of course is Aragorn’s sword Anduril, Flame of the West, re-forged from the shards of Narsil, given to me by Viggo Mortensen. Now, this has nothing to do with the metaphor - I just want to remind everyone that I have this.

crush

Sorry about the bony elbows,
     sorry we lived here,
          sorry about the scene
               at the bottom of the stairwell
and how i ruined everything
                    by saying it out loud.

Especially that,
but i should have known. you see
i take the parts that i remember and stitch
them back together to make a creature that
will do what i say or love me back.

_Richard Siken

royalty

J: have unrealistically high expectations for Watch The Throne and 99% sure they're gonna be met

Matt:  :|

what is Watch The Throne?

OH

OHH

 Sent at 10:10 AM on Monday

 me:  yeah

yeahhh.

 Matt:  yeah.

 me:  shiet

not even sure if it's leaked, set to come out officially in a week. but damn, son.  get ready.