patience

my general sentiment with jin is all like WHY DOESNT HE LIKE MEEEEEE WHY DOESNT HE TALK TO ME

but if i really like a boy, i'm rather silent about it for a while and then the words explode like a maestrom. of doom. so, i guess, sorry about the ensuing year of angst on ze blog about how you no like-a da short girlz no more, hirthy, but at least for about a month after we met i didn't mention you at all.

that's how i tell, anyway.

the important ones require feeling out.

that's also how i know there's nobody quite there yet. you know; close, but not quite...right.

but we'll continue to hope.