so i was thinking a little about people deserving other people and the nature of relationships. and how it's always this tradeoff between insecurity because they're better than you vs. annoyance that they're not. unless they're about the same, which you don't want either because sometimes you don't even like you.
and then i thought, this is stupid. stop being retarded and overanalyzing.
you just have to think, 'i'm lucky' and let that be that.
but also, they're kinda lucky too because i'm the shit.