so something kind of nice happened today.
i don't think i reacted the way i should have, but it made me smile anyway. you know, after.
it's just that, well, when you spend x amount of time actively trying to get over someone (for real trying, not just pansy trying), and then this nice thing happens, and then, you know, your heart gets a little confused.
i was still in 'less eye contact maximum caution frustration-apathy-paradox' mode.
plz be a little patient with me.
i'm actually kinda really really happy. /:)