truth be told, the entire time i've been here at tech i've felt so happy and so unlike myself.
there's something about being in the presence of people 24/7 that is simultaneously reassuring and superficial, like at no point have i ever said what i truly thought or behaved as i truly was.

but you know, i suppose we're nothing without our layers.

yeah, idk what i'm really going on about. fuck it, sleep time