don't take it personal. he was always going to mean more than you.
it's what makes us human, what makes it possible for some poor schmuck to wake up, turn over and quietly, reverently trace the eyelashes of some blonde haired thing.
it's kind of interesting to think about, right? the way you'll never mean anything, really, to some people. the way you might mean everything to someone, one day.
...in other news, i have seriously gotta stop with the stoners/potheads. i better not have some sort of involuntary affinity to them, because that's kinda what it looks like right now